Sometimes life just sucks. Maybe work has you down, maybe it’s your friends who you really never hear from anymore. Or maybe it’s how shitty the world is becoming that keeps you from really enjoying life. I’d be lying if I told you everything is rainbows and unicorns through my eyes. Granted I’m doing a lot better with my mental health but I will say my life is miles away from being perfect. I am reminded by that every day but at the same time every time i look at these two that all seems to dissipate. It is at that moment that I truly realize that even though I may not have a lot. These two are all that I need.
Like clockwork my alarm wakes me up in the morning and I immediately look forward to going back to sleep. And like clockwork the minute I leave work I look forward to getting home and kicking off the shoes and taking a load off. But something happens to me when I walk through the garage into my house. I immediately look to find either Christine or McKenzie and at the moment I spot one of them I immediately smile. It’s like the world stops and I’m stuck in between time with how happy I become. It’s a powerful feeling that can take even the shittiest day and turn it around on a dime.
Every time I look at these two I’m reminded of how lucky i truly am. And I don’t mean for this to be a sappy post, but even through the darkest year of my life (Last Year) they were the sunshine that helped me see the lighter side of life. I don’t know where I would be without these two and as I’m writing this, they are sitting here with me not knowing how truly happy they make me. Sure I could tell them more, and maybe I will.
Like i said earlier, I may not have a lot. But when I’m with these two I feel like the richest man on earth.
Bear Down, also If you have time I recently started a Podcast and feel like if you enjoy my writing you will enjoy that as well.